blackiepie

2011-04-22T08:49:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU ! I MISS YOU !

i could never forget what we have together .. we will always shared that memories forever .. i wish things didn't have to be like that .. i once thoughts that YOU and I are meant to be together but .. it looks like it didn't happen it this way . i agree that sometimes i'm really stubborn and attitude but had i ever mistreat you ? i always listen to you .. yet you listen to others and tells other your things your problems .. but not miie .. I'M YOUR STEAD NOT OTHERS PEOPLE .. it's hurts to know you don't tell miie anything .. it's hurts .. now blaming miie everything ... i know why you dont want get serious with miie .. because you say if you get serious with miie you could never filrt around with zhabo ever again .. so you dont want to get serious with miie .. all along .. you only think of filrting with girls .. you had never think of mye feelings .. NEVER ! i hate you .. i really do ! how could you do this to miie ! i love you sooo much .. why you have to huet miie once again .. it's the second time you dumped miie for another girl .. second time ... i'm hurt all over again .. is this what you always wanted ? did you even love miie ? i'm felt so lost now .. what should i do ? everybody asked miie to just forget you .. but how could i ?? you're my only love .. the person which i loved more than mysef .. how could i forget all about you like you forget about miie ?? how could i ?? it's hurts to see you .. it's hurts .. i will never regret anything we did together .. all the funs we had for the pass 1 and a half years together ..

111408 .. will always in mye heart forever .. i will wait for you to come back to mye side .. i believe you is love miie de .. i believe ... unless you tell in front of miie that the memories we had together is fake and meaningless to you .. that you just wanted to play with mye feelings which has lasted that long .. i might even believe you ..

I MISS YOU ....

PLEASE DO COME BACK ..

I'M STILL WAITING NOW ..

lau kai voon , i only love you ...

you're mye everything ..

am i'm not worth of your serious to miie ?? am ie ??

cried for days hours weeks months ... ie dont know to do anymore ..

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS .. we been this once we been through thick and thin .. why our love is still so fraglie ? why ? is it that we not meant to be together ? or we had never cherish each other ?

i found out something that is so wierd but TRUE ..

when you don't want miie and left miie to die ... i want you back ... but when you wanted miie back .. i dont want you ..

it's like a cycle to miie .. now you dont want miie .. i want you .. but now the cycle has broke .. you never will come back to miie now ..

i hope one day you will saw this post .... and know that i'm living in a misery .. while you living in joy ..

and hope that you know that i'm waiting for you all along .. no matter what happens ..

I always LOVE you .. <3

i will be waiting till the day you're back .. it's almost a month you left miie now .. suprise that i'm still alive .. dying soon .. i believe .. never eat or sleep well all this time .. i'm became skinny abit now .. no mood to eat or sleep .. sometimes sleep will have nightmare of you leaving miie to die again .. wake up crying for you badly but you dont know .. you're in your paradise in haeven while i'm in the hell suffering all by myself ..

no matter how you hurt miie i will still wait for you to return to miie someday ..

no guys could ever give miie the feelings you have gaven miie ..

with you i felt secure .. i'm so comfortable with you .. i felt ie belong to you .. ie felt soo right soo good ... i loved the way you hug miiie kissed miie .. i love your stupidness cuteness in you .. i love everything about you .. your everyhting fit so right in miie ..
now i'm just a empty shells that holds the thoughts that you will fill miie up with yourself again ... you're my love and forever will ..

I LOVE YOU .. I MISS YOU .. lau kai voon ..

if you ever come back .. i hope you not just want to play my feelings but serious with miie . i hope there a day you come back to miie and ask if you could hold mye hands and hugg miie like last time again ... i hope there is this one day but it will have to wait unti you realise that all long you loved miie but not anyone else ..

i miss your pressence .. i misss your every touch .. i miss everything about you .. i miss you .. is killing miie ..

2010-12-31T07:04:00.000-08:00

ASTON MARTIN V8 VANTAGE ROADSTER !!

WOOHOO ! i'm so going to buy this car ! sooooooo-ooo CHIO ! hahax ! :D

2010-12-31T04:16:00.000-08:00

WOOHOO !! finally i'm gonna update this stupid emo blog . thinking of changing . this blog suck . i'm just gonna let it die . hehex . just stay tune to my new blog ! hahax .

lastly , HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS !! 2010 is gonna gone ?! 2010 carries suckz memories that i'm gonna forget about it and start a new year and be happy !!

my new year resolution is

> promote to SEC5 !
>reborn or curl my hair !
>my parents healthy !
>MORE MONEY !
>slim down !
>get along with friends and family !
>BE HAPPY AND SMILE ALWAYS !
>MORE basketball and volleyball and running !
>want a Aston Martin V8 Vantage Roadster ! (can be a real car or model also can)
>EVERYBODY BE HAPPY !!

(: sec3 life is suckz for miie . wish i could go back in time to PSLE . will study hard and go unity/jurong/jurong west/fuhua/shuqun secondary then going HUA YI SECONDARY SCHOOL . this school SUCKZ to core manz ! T^T

2010-04-08T06:10:00.000-07:00

school are normal . so boring . hahax . doing hand made present for somebody coming birthday . we so good ehh . hahas . lol . tomorrow taking BASKETBALL PHOTO !! hahas . so HAPPY ! lol . hope i will find CCA soon . maybe not joining school CCA , school CCA so sianz want . no CCA de . lol . basketball girl disbend le . so sad lorhhx . hais .. to say the truth , I MISSED COACH !! i missed him de scolding all that .. OMG !! i cant believe myself saying that fews words . but it truth larhhx . i missed him ..

2010-04-04T03:21:00.000-07:00

hahax . i posted everything in one go . all messed up anyway . hahax . ltr somebody says mye blog die . now, i posted picture horhhx . lolx . bleahx . XP

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guess who is this no face guy ^^^. hahax . he no face see you all .

i curl mye hair !!! so chio right . lolx !! joking only . i'm so ugly . lolx .

yesterday(3april10),went to jp make D.I.Y cake for LKV !! his birthday is tml !!! i'm the first one to give him birthday cake !! you must be hourned horhhx !!! hahax . this are some of the process of making the cake taken by MILLIE the photographer . hahax . thx MILLIE !!

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i took a picture with mye friend !!!! JESSLYN !! i helped her curl her hair , she helped miie curl mye too !! hahax .

2010-03-14T21:33:00.000-07:00

now , at com lab 4 for math supp . so sianz . hahax !! mr leow don care de so here i am updating mye blog . :D LALALALALAZ !! wakakakaka ~! LOLX~!

............you happy i jiu will happy . i miss you in mye life already .. hope you are enjoying the life . for miie ... i will just stay alone in darkest is much more btr for miie .
i'm just a empty boby that my heart n mind had die long long ago already when you left miie back in the darkest once i was in . you pull miie out from it now you putting miie back into the darkest . wat could i say ?? you're my everything . now you gone i'm hollow inside . i will fade away from the real world and you will just forget miie as you nv know miie . mye hollow body soon will fade .

i thought i'm strong enough to carry eveything on mye own . but i just found out i couldn't . after all i'm just a weak human that is useless . i cant take everything on mye own . but i still will act cheerfull infront of everybody . to cover everything in miie . i wont bring any problem to everyone around miie le . i will try to take all the things on mye own even i couldn't . i will try .
to say the truth i'm tired . i wish i hasn't been born to this world . i wish i hasn't born . this life is so suffering so painful and bitter for miie .

anyway, i want to tell that TWL . i nv attitude or rough physical contact with you . you btr keep a distance from miie . i REN you for ALMOST TWO YEARS . i got limit . you rough physical contact to miie on blog scold miie say miie DIIAO miie i close one eye . you btr don get too far . starting i wanted to be nice to you n be friend but it seem that you don want . den sua lorhhx . i'm okiees de . ppl nice to you , you treat back like that . hais... so pathetic sia .. i feel sad for you ...
i still wish you all the best in your O'LEVEL !! hahax . :D i'm not that xiao xin yen de ren . i will forget the things you did to miie . lolx !! forgive n forgets everythings . ;]

i posted everything coz no one will come read mye blog . everybody thought mye blog DIE le . but its truth , it die le . i only update when there is com around only . LOLX !! so nobody will read mye post de !!! so i can post anything i want ?!! MUHAHAHAX ~! ;D

2010-03-06T17:18:00.000-08:00

today , actually i don't feel like posting . so sian having blog . hais... this few days mye emotion not very good . so don't come make miie angry or else i don't uhh ! don't blame miie jiu can le .

althought we both leave each other but we are very good friend now . i can't do anything to get the relationship back . no matter what i do what i say he would just say .. can't we be good friends ? hais... then what you want miie to do ??? i also cant force him to like miie . i will just have momo de wait for him and care for him btr then not being friend with him .

once you stepped into mye world for one year n half , omost TWO years but now you gone . i felt so empty without your love and care ...........but i will be strong and smile infront of you and cry behind your back so i wont give you any stress like you say, when i cry i give you stress . i dont want that to disturd you . i wont nv want see you unhappy . anddddd i wont go ___ my wrist again . coz you taught miie to love myself not hurting myself . if i cried pls forgive miie . i cant help it . i didnt do it purpose .
i would always support you !! you have my support ?! :D i will be happy . don worry . at least you are still mye besties and you always are mye _______ forever !

i will MISSED the sweet times we spended tgt ! but i wont never forget all the things we do and spend tgt . how sweet and loving we are when we first stead . that my frist and should be the last relationship i am into it le bahh . if can i'm yuan yi wait for you to come back . if not i wont have stead anymore le .

CHHEERRR UUPPP !!!! i konw you wont want see miie so sad and keep cried de . i will be strong and most importantly i will ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU !!! don't forget that ! LOVE YOU FOREVER !! :DD hope you are happy where ever you are . stay happy and find your happiness soon !!!!! don't forget this friend(MIIE) horhhx !!! hahax .

to all mye beloved friends who ALWAYS were there for miie when i most needed you !! esp MILLIE JOCELYN LIQING WENXIN JANICE and many many more .... I LOVE YOU GUYS !!! i wont do anything silly le . so don worry . i will be happy !! i will SMILE !!! thanks everyone for being there for miie . THANKS !!!

today can post this things is coz i at friend house ton . its her brithday tml !!
HAPPY BRITHDAY !! VANNA !!!
wish you had a great time !!
hope you stay happy and pass your exam with flying colours !!

no matter what i will oways LOVE YOU !!! :D

2009-07-08T20:31:00.001-07:00

haha !! saw tis video quite cut ?! this siberian huskies was sooo cute !! its trying to say Í LOVE YOU . hahax !

2009-06-18T02:17:00.000-07:00

found tis on photobucket wedside ?! Ie found it nice . hahax . XD

hahax . XD nothing 2 update about . lalalalalalalala ?!! 2day when 2 mye friendz house ?!! so sianz ?! hehex.. last Thursday , after going science centre in a class going 4 e bacterial n health programe . around 12+ went 2 JP wif LEONA CAI XUAN & STEPHANIE bought movie ticket ?! watching ''GHOSTS OF GIRLRIEND PAST'' ...I WAN WATCH ''DRAY ME TO HALL''!! next week see can go watch or not . hehex . XD sonud nice e movie . went 2 arcade play . u all think ie will go out wif KAIVOON bahhx . Hahax . XD nv . he went home lurhhx . nv really watch e whole movie just watch about 30mins . coz of some idiots pppl findind thing 4 miie 2 do . some ppl stole mye phone while i'm playing e basketball game machine . tat two pri sch kids stole it n sell it straght away . lucky e poilce found it . HaHax ! XD they throw away my sim card . T.T my poor poor sim card ?!! T.T bad bad bad kids ?! so young jiu come out steal ppl things . their parent sure very disappointed wif them . hais.... feel angry 4 throwing mye sim card n stole mye phone n feel sad 4 their parents . hope they got their lesson learnt . lolx . now lost all e contact . SIANZ !! hais .... nvm . hahax . XD CHEER CHEER !!

2009-04-29T01:39:00.000-07:00

Today sibei sianz !! KNNB SIANZ !! LOLX !! LMAO !! When 2 read some blog . MILLIE blog there something wrong . cant tag de . =X den went 2 read SOME PEOPLE's BLOG . lolx ! after reading , ie keep chasing LAUKAIVOON away . he very sianz 2 keep read SOME PEOPLE's BLOG . he keep asking 2 miie stop reading that SOME PEOPLE's BLOG . coz he does not wan miie read since he had past with tat SOME PEOPLE's BLOG . LOLX ! READ ONLY MAHHX . ie oso wont do anything . scare ie do anything iszit . lolx ! BO LIIAOZ ! after ie keep chasing him away for sometime , he don nod go where le . maybe he go changes his pe shirt bahhx . but he like angry . >.< lolx.

2009-03-18T23:06:00.000-07:00

yesterday morning went 2 meet BABY den go school 2gether . ie went 2 attent e confident building n he went 2 friendly match . went 2 rock climbing .. hahax XD its sort of fun but tired . saw mrs chia walk pass and asked her moodle thing . after tat saw WEELEE and her friendz walk pass e rock climbing then keep looking at us as if there r something that acttract her or wat norrhx ... =.=?? LOLX . hahax ! XD NVM about tat . when its my turn 2 climb , ie was so nersous .. hehex . =X nv cilmb all e way up , climb till reaching e top but came down coz mye hand is pain and tired . T.T
After 12.30 is BREAK TIME untill 1.30 !! YEHHX !! HAHAX !! finally can eat lurhhx . went back 2 classroom 2 take mye bag n went 2 find KAIVOON .. mr 'niagn' ... not sure how 2 spell his name XD ... saw miie n he told miie he help KAIVOON cut his hair . went 2 e court e toilet find him . e first look at his hair ... its was so cute . hahx XDD KAWAIII !! bleahhx . XP his new hair style is sooo cute ?!! XD went 4 lunch n come back school 2 attent another half of e confident building . so sianz ?! after e confident building about 4+ bahhx ... ie nv meet MILLIEDEPE .. she pon her trip 2 science centrel . BABBY !! went 2 court 4 awhile , he went 2 daqiu awhile den we went 2 gombak MRT station 2 buy bus concession 4 mye ezlink card . went 2 bubble tea shop after he went home . walk 2 e 187 bus stop 2 take bus home . :] on e way dere , ie saw a bird which is injure at e side of e road . trying 2 help e bird but when ie get close it , e bird flew n walk away 2 a safer place . XDD i think maybe e bird scare tat ie might hurt him/her . lolx . nvm , e bird now is safe . hehex . XDD lolx!! went home .. sleep sleep . hahax . XD

2day actually have training de in the end coach cancel lurrhx . SAD-ED ?!! wake up 8+ , 9+ when 2 meet baby then went 2 school 2gether since he had training tOO ! at 187 bus reaching school , aronud 9.40+ MILLIEDEPE msg miie tell miie tat 2day training CANCEL . LOLX ! nvm . no training jiu no training , 2morrow still got training . HAHAX .XD training is so much fun ?! hehex . MILLIEDEPE keep on saying tat she more guai den miie . lolx ?! she guai jiu wont pon e trip lurhhx . still go queenways . n everytime go home later den miie n she still say hu say go home late jiu not guai . hahax XD lolx ?! u guai jiu guai lorhhx . hahax . XD ie know ie more guai den u jiu can liia0z . hahax . XD LOLX ! waiting 4 MILLIEDEPE 2 come school n daqiu . hahax . :D waiting 4 her i'm going die ?! hahax . XD jking jking . =X ie wont die so fast . :DD LOLX !!

HOPE can post more thing n some picture next time ?! XD
last thing ... BABY YOUR HAIR ROX MIIE . <3
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2009-03-12T01:10:00.000-07:00

Yo ! hahax . XD so sianz !!! going 4 month lurhhx . la0gong , i nothing to update .... =,= weelee so wierd . 0.o?yesterday coming down from hall after PE lesson , at e stair case coming down . she call miie 4 nothing . WIERDO ?!! nvm . don care need care about tis WIERD people ?! hehex . i`m so bad sia . anyhow say people WIERD but it is really WIERD ?!!! LOLX !!! next time she call miie ie jiu say hi hao le . hahax . :DD

2009-02-17T20:49:00.000-08:00

YO! hahax . :] sorries laogong !!! ie make u angry . i'm sorries ... sodsod . T.T next time zai update lurhhx . <33>

2009-01-04T01:21:00.001-08:00

posting !!~ LOL so long no update . Guess who i am ? LOL duh ~ duntell you =x bored lehs . I am blablabla helping my erhem to update . LOL i nv ask permission yet sio =x Dun want tok too much lerhs . hahas . sch reopen on 020109 . After that have training , and den slack a while den went home :D next time den update ;D

2008-12-23T01:47:00.000-08:00

tis few days , went out ...... go sell icecream at night ... earn money !!! nv earn much . sobsob . not fun selling icecream at all ?! sianz . every1 keep rejecting ?! yesterday went 2 pending ... mye new house here . tot will b good 4 selling icecream . but its NOT ?!!! >.<>.< panda panda <3

2008-12-11T02:33:00.000-08:00

PEIRONG: 2day super sianz ahhr !!! >.< know ="D" you ="x" next ="x0okiees">okiees . watever . lolx . =] :)
MILLIE: hahas , okok . whatever lorhhs . lols , i also know ! =]:];];D:D=D;X:X=X=x;p:p=p:C har har ;D
PEIRONG: lolx . sianz larhhx . cant msg kv , phone lost liia0z . millie asking evan 2 go daqiu . now she so mad coz ie say her n evan . lolx . >.<>
MILLIE: hahas , cannot msg then sad lo =x hahas , jealous ? lol , i never lerhhs . bleahs . eat beside you cool mah , crunch crunch crunch ;D
PEIRONG: ie crunch u ahhr !! still crunch crunch crunch ...... lolx . go see your evan larhhr . ie goin 2 step u 2 roti prata . muhahahahahas . XD
MILLIE: hahas , come lah , i see how you crunch me ;D crunch crunch crunch ... hahas , i dont want see him lerhhs , i know you want see la =x shh ! i wont tell people de ;D step lorhhs , see how you step also . XD
PEIRONG: wan see hu ahhr ? say properly sio . wa !!! MILLIE sooooooo good ahhr !!! lend miie use com even though u wan play maple sio . bt maple very lame sio . only u n xiaohuimin will den play nia . lolx . >.<

2008-11-20T01:34:00.000-08:00

Yea !!! Ie finally CAN LOG IN & UPDATE Lurrhx.... Bt, cant update much! No tyme! I'm in my fwen huse for tyme being.. In Jesslyn's huse!! Plaeing wif doggie! and using her computer.. LG ; yesterday see u so sad & no mood makes mye heart broken siol !!! thx 4 tagging mye chatbord !! LUV U GUYS... <33

2008-05-18T00:15:00.000-07:00

hai~~nothing 2 write sia...hahax...just made a blog...hope everyone enjoy staying here...exam just over...sigh~~failed 3 subject...erm...e junior basketball match is coming SOON...ie so scared...nv had a match be4...sigh~~ie must train hard 4 e coming match...hope ie not in e school team..hexhexhex...jkjkjk... -^ ^-